I have not had much to write about, but now that I do I am just not ready. I just need to put it out there that I am now a single girl figuring out how to live in the world. It's been a rocky start but C and I are finally on speaking terms. I can even see a friendship in the distant future, though it will be strange, I'm sure. My main goal is to figure out what the hell I am doing with my life. I have realized that I don't have a dream. I don't have a vision of what I want out of life or what would fulfill me (career or otherwise). As much as I would love to have it all figured out, I am looking forward to the journey that is self discovery. Will I stumble? Certainly. Will it be uncomfortable and nerve racking? I would say so. But it's my journey, my bumpy road to walk, stumble and fall all over.
1.22.2009
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Want to be a nanny? I mean, while I am home the whole time. So we can hang out. I will pay you $100 a week and I will feed you. It can be once I move to Cale. :) teehee
Hang in there! Just keep "feeling" it out, and it will come to you.
Love you!
Cali....not Cale.
We seem to be in the same boat..kinda. Anyway, on a bumpy road myself, but enjoy the journey right? I'd like to send you an actual letter still too.
Britt
Hey Asha,
It's hard to know which direction in life is the correct one, I think about that all of the time. Don't worry, I'm sure things will work out in your future whatever you decide to do.
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