I have not had much to write about, but now that I do I am just not ready. I just need to put it out there that I am now a single girl figuring out how to live in the world. It's been a rocky start but C and I are finally on speaking terms. I can even see a friendship in the distant future, though it will be strange, I'm sure. My main goal is to figure out what the hell I am doing with my life. I have realized that I don't have a dream. I don't have a vision of what I want out of life or what would fulfill me (career or otherwise). As much as I would love to have it all figured out, I am looking forward to the journey that is self discovery. Will I stumble? Certainly. Will it be uncomfortable and nerve racking? I would say so. But it's my journey, my bumpy road to walk, stumble and fall all over.
1.22.2009
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